Thursday, August 29, 2013

The Silence of the Loons

I stepped into the canoe bobbing gently at the dock with some trepidation; it has been many years since I ventured into watercraft. Norm held it steady and told me to place my foot in the center. Awkwardly I managed left foot and then right, and sat down on the floatation cushion at the front of the canoe, breathing a small sigh of relief.

In front of and around me stretched Oliver Pond, a body of water in the Adirondacks that is larger than its name suggests, perhaps a half-mile across and a mile long.  It is a pristine wilderness pond, designated as such by New York State; we were visiting my sister-in-law Gail who has for many years owned a cabin near the edge.  Northern forest rings the pond, tall pines and deciduous trees, reflecting in water as clear as the stuff that flows from my tap and as still as glass.

Norm climbed into the canoe; we untied the lines that tethered us to the dock, and dipped our paddles into the water. We glided through a silence so profound that the only sound was that of the paddles sluicing through the pond. And then, we heard the loons. Their cry echoed off of the water and surrounding trees, an eerie sound, filled with plaintiveness and loss. A keening sound which would indicate distress if uttered by a human, the note rises and breaks, and trails off. There is also a coloratura flutter, more excited than sad, in the repertoire. After the cry, the echo, and then silence; such a sound needs a counterpoint of space. And once again, the sound of the paddles dipped into the pond, and nothing else.

We arrived at the floating dock bobbing about two hundred yards from the shore, and tied up the canoe. Norm descended the ladder affixed to the side of the dock, fished a bar of Ivory Soap out of his pocket and proceeded to bathe. I lounged on the floating dock, amazed to be in such a beautiful and unspoiled place, his discarded tee shirt draped over my unprotected head to guard against the newly-emerged sun. Two kayakers drifted by, and we hailed each other, each of us happy to be where we were. The loons, excited by new arrivals, renewed their keening and fluttering, always allowing the echo to die before repeating their cry.

Norm climbed the ladder, his ablutions finished; he retrieved his shirt and we stepped back into the canoe. We pushed away and once again we paddled and slid through the stillness, back to the landing; the loons had fallen silent, and it was time to go.

Tuesday, August 20, 2013

An eye for an eye...

August 20, 2013

…leaves the whole world blind. That’s what Gandhi said, and this statement adorns the bumper on the back of my 2005 Subaru Forester. The only bumper sticker I have ever affixed to a car.

Today in the parking lot of my local supermarket, as I wheeled my grocery-laden cart up to the Subaru, a woman pulled up next to my car and asked me, “Where did you get that bumper sticker?” I told her that I had bought it at Kimberton Whole Foods. She began to pour out her story to me – she lived with people who were angry, who wanted revenge, who had different values than she did. The Girl Scouts, her brother, her parents – all people who caused her great disquiet of the mind. Her brother had held a gun to her head, she told me; he was angry because she, a single parent, had moved back home with her parents.  The Girl Scouts wanted to expel a 12-year-old who thought she might be bisexual; her daughter did not think this was right and did not understand why the Girl Scouts wanted this. The woman did not want her daughter to grow up thinking the way the Girl Scout leaders were thinking. She wanted the bumper sticker as a statement to these people, so that even if she did not say anything to them, it would show them how she felt. She wanted to be able to look at it and remind herself that tolerance, kindness, forgiveness were the values that she honored, no matter how vengeful and judgmental those around her were.

She spoke for about ten minutes, her words tumbling and circling around her, and I listened. After she had finished her tale, she thanked me for making her day, and drove on.